December 2010
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everything sucks
2010 PT. I
i’m going to miss everything and the way it used to be. i spent winter beneath my sheets with clouded eyes and a voice too quiet. i remember waking up crying, shivering in the darkness waiting for something to crawl out of my mouth. i reached for my reflection, but yellow lights aren’t as bright as they seem, even in the darkness, i couldn’t place a finger on a damn thing....
We notice eachother’s smiles immediately. It’s...
#@!#$%&
i wish my camera wasn’t broken. i just want to take a few pictures.
Listen
2010 has failed me
Failure is the universe’s way of telling you to either try harder or try something else. I know how you feel. I know what it’s like to not be able to look forward to something new. I do, I know how you feel. I just don’t know how to tell you that I do.
currently:
reading charles bukowski poems
having a merry christmas eve
distance troubles
the sun is rising on one side of the world and setting on the other. and it just so happens that you and i are lucky enough to be on the same continent. but that’s still not close enough.
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wide eyes
maybe if your tears weren’t so fucking salty you could swallow your pride. you’re not here to impress me. it’s weird how we don’t talk about it anymore. we let summer find us by the blinding light. it carried us so far. it’s carried us to numb autumns and bitter eves of winter. i’ve been so terrified to say anything because i’m not fourteen anymore and i...
the day always last so much longer than the night. no wonder i would rather sleep all day and stay up all night.
finals
wednesday: college english, pre-cal
thursday: spanish, chemistry, contemporary american history
friday: german, government
it still hasn’t hit me that these will be a few of my last high school finals. i wish i was a sophomore again.
soft whispers and hard looks
I have a fragile heart that’s too heavy for me to hold and shaking bones that rattle in the silence.
“Fernweh (German): A strong longing to be away, to go somewhere.”
– (via jenna2step)
“I thought I heard the door open but I only heard it close.”